Yes it is extremely hard.........seeing others finding it so easy and we go throuogh so much emotion $$$$$ and everything else that goes along with it... one of my girlfriends has 20 month old twin girls and is now pregnant again due in August........it hurt, hurt alot but I love her so dearly that the negative evil feeling I had only lasted a minute......I guess its the old saying..."what about me" Well as tough as this is me and the rest of you.....this is just the cards we were dealt, whether we deserved them or not we need to hold on to them and work with them...we have no choice.....I try to look for the positive in every negative that comes my way..(sometimes I dont understand why I get so many negatives) and get on with it......thats all you can do. As desperate as we are to have a family I know that if it doesnt happen for my DH and I, I am already blessed to have such a wonderful DH and a great family and life......some people dont even have that.

Sorry for getting so deep but if we dont look at these kind of things....it may take us over.....i like to feel Im still kinda grounded about the values of life.