Like a few other writers I'm in Day 10 and really trying hard not to test.
I'm still having all the symptoms mentioned before but add "don't want to get out of bed, go to work, deal with anyone" but I forced myself this morning and a warm chi tea is calming my way into today.

I think the scarriest thing about the test either by GP or home is what if. I did it last time and it was BFN. I was crushed, I guess I'd rather hear it from the GP this time, cos at least I will know know, there's always that feeling that the home one may be off. So if it's BFN I'll still have hope and I have to wait till monday anyways.

This TWW is driving me batty. I don't think any time is the same, last time with a fresh cycle I felt better by now but with little frostie in I'm still feeling the full force of symptoms.

I almost lost my cookies in the mall yesterday buying chicken fillets. I was good with red meat but when the lady handed them to me I turned to JH and said, "you'd better take these" he's been so good, I think he must see me going green and steps in.

Good luck to all those taking an early peek, fingers crossed for you