OK first things first - sorry about all the selfish me posts of late. But here i go again.......

I am only 4 days into the TWW and i am an absolute mess. I may as well not be at work as I am getting nothing done, don't want to talk to anyone, don't want to know about problems etc etc. I have been strutinising every single twinge, cramp, pain and now all i am feeling is that heavy dull ache that i normally get a week before AF. It is taking all my strength not to just ball my eyes out (can't believe how emotional i feel right now) seriously all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out!!!! I am so sick and tired of this!!!

So sorry for the rant - i know it is completely irrational but i can't help it.