Dusty- am really sorry you didn't get that BFP we all so wanted you to get! I am so impressed by your outlook and take on everything. And thanks for your kind words to me. That's for you and your DH and your sis and her family.

Janie- thanks for the continued support and kind words. Hope you are staying positive in your TWW

megsmum...hoping all keeps going well for you

and all the best to everyone else still in here in this TWW! here's hoping we get some positive news in here

You ladies are so supportive and it's great being able to share. Thank you.

as for me: I am still experiencing light bleeding, a bit darker than before (heavier than this morning, but not really heavy by any means) and cramping. The pessaries have obviously affected by system, so if this AF it might not be as heavy as usual anyway. On top of that my breasts aren't as tender as they were just a few days ago, nor as swollen. None of this seems like good signs to me. Feeling very despondant and down tonight. I talked to my nurse today and she said I shouldn't rule out getting a BFP just yet, because, as we all know, some women do get some bleeding in the first trimester and go on to have a normal pregnancy. DH is telling me to stay positive and not give up hope until the BT on Friday. I just can't seem to join his way of thinking right now. He seems almost too calm!

I had weeks of trying to justify bleeding when i was pregnant before, and was waiting for hormone tests to see if my pregnancy was still viable (at first they thought it might be, then that I had had a missed miscarriage, I was then given a curette as I had a sac in my uterus and only after all that when I continued to bleed and have cramps was the ectopic diagnosed) . This has triggered my memories of that time in some ways I guess.

Anyway, I know we'll be OK whatever happens, and if not this time, we will eventually have our baby, growing inside me. I guess I just have to remember that.
Plus, witnessing the courage and strength of all of you is really inspiring too.