I wish I could swear on this thread, cause there's no polite words to describe anything I'm feeling right now.

My bbs are sore, and I feel like my bladder is full all the time even though it's not. Neither of these things happen before or during AF. But the brown stuff has turned to bright red and AF is on her way. I haven't had any AF cramps - only the full bladder feeling. See, I'm driving myself around in circles right now. I know it's stupid to do this, but I can't help it. AF will arrive tomorrow and I'll be out of my misery.

I hope those testing this week get some BFP's. Mine seems elusive as always, and I suppose like everyone else on here, I never thought I'd be signing up for a fifth ET and still have never seen two lines on a stick. All I want in life is two lines on a stick.

Sorry for the rant, hope everyone is doing okay,
Seph