JBM - i am so sorry that AF reared its ugly head! huge hugs darl! Praying that your next bubsicle is the one and a girl as well!!!!

Me not much to report! 2 sleeps to go! I cant believe that AF has still not reared its ugly head as have never made it this far! It could be cause am taking progesterone twice a day! I would rather AF make an appearance than have a negative BT! But am praying so hard for a BFP! If dont get BFP this time, I wont be trying again until around Sept/Oct and dont really want to wait that long! My destiny is in the hands of the big man upstairs and will have to accept whatever the outcome! Am kinda scared! My Dh keeps bugging me to POAS but I am so chicken sh"t! I Dont want to know! Now that have gotten over my couple of crazy emotional / negative days! I am kind of enjoying living in a state of ignorant bliss - not knowing either way! Its kind of easier than facing the outcome! It's like my mind is plucking at an imaginary daisy 'Am I PG?" Am I not PG? and then I keep dealing with each and then switching cause I dont like the idea of 'I am not PG'! And prefer the 'I am PG' state of mind!
OK stay away AF! Stay away from all of us!!! Its time for a BFP in here! Its doing my head in!
Has anyone's symptoms started dissapearing and still got a BFP. ie. my BBs arent sore like they were a few days ago. They feel tender if I really squeeze hard though! Also the crinone cramps have eased off! I get the odd kind of twingey cramp, kind of like AF on its way, but nothing intense like crinone cramps! Otherwise no nausea and feeling OK!
Bye for now and sorry for such long winded post!
Mon