Hi girls.. This is my first ever posting... and I have read probably thousands of others, which have been both uplifting and dashed hopes! but have ultimately given me a much needed somewhere to go with all these spriralling feelings of torment!

I am on the other side of the world to many of you girls but, we do share a really important something, which is a BT date of the 13th, this Friday!.. It feels less isolating to know there is someone else out there at the same stage! and there are 2 of you I have seen so far,RustyBeth and CountryBlue, and I think RustyBeth and I are similar age, I'm a bit older.


This is my third time in the 2WW, previously had 1 2dt (3 x 4cells embryons transferred-none frozen) ...13dt (3 x embryons transferred-8/7/6 cells-one frozen) with ICSI

This 2ww is with FET and experiences so far this 2ww, cramps for first 7 days, bloated tummy, headaches pretty quickly after transfer (bad aches at top of neck/back of head). Been very tired into the 2nd half and the cramping subsided, only the usual morning bowel movement type discomfort (sorry TMI!!), which I constantly worry is AF!! Scared to go, just in case! Strange dreams. Shortness of breath (i think progesterone pessaries cause this) Oh..and strange tasting mouth, which I think comes with being overtired?

Been trying to rest/stay occupied, sleep/exercise, forget/obsess!!!

Seem to have GOT THROUGH this far!.. not sure what will keep me sane through the coming week.

Sun is shining, suprisingly for UK, so off to beach for the afternoon, so that will be some hours passed! (during which I am sure there will be some hopeful

Wishes for us all: Calm, strength, PMA, and most of all lots of :goodluck2: babydust and sticky vibes

Will be keeping an eye on how you all doing.. extra close on the friday girls!