Hi ladies! Well I am really looking forward to the long weekend, hoping that my DH will be able to find enough things for us to do to keep me distracted from the looming BT!

Janet, always lovely to see you... hope you are well. How are you progressing with your FET?

Karly, I had a moment yesterday too.. Damn Crinone!!! So know that you are not alone in the crazy stacks. Getting it off your chest here certainly helps.

Saph, your poor DS and poor you! What a night you had. Hope your TWW is progressing well.

Smithy, it is great to see you here! Hope you start feeling better soon... Most of my pain was gone within a week, so hopefully you will start to feel more like yourself soon.

Bel my BT partner, good to see you are well.

Well I told my DH about my meltdown yesterday and he was his normal wonderful self. He said that I need to let go of the stress as I have done as much as I can, everything from now is "in the hands of the gods". The way he worded everything was just perfect. He said that each day that I make closer to the blood test without getting AF I should be celebrating instead of stressing about if it is just around the corner... I guess he means for me to live in the now a little more and stop stressing about something that I cannot change. Of course that is all easier said than done, however, I've made a concerted effort to be grateful for making it to today and you know what, I feel so much better! We will see how it goes, we do have that nasty Crinone to compete with!

Anyhow, I hope you are all well. Lots of to you all. I hope you all have a great weekend and that we start seeing some BFP next week

Janie xxx