Hi guys,

Sorry I've been off-line. I decided to do something I've never done before and I have taken a week off work after a transfer! It's been so lovely - I flew up to Cairns to have an early Christmas with my family. I feel wonderful - been keeping with the prog pressaries and pregynl shots. See some signs but not reading too much into it. Last time, I overanalysed everything, got a positive hpt and ended up with a BFN blood test. So this time - is just lovely being a little bit oblivious.

I'm so excited for Megsmum and Dusty - Congratulations, I can only imagine how excited you both must be. What a wonderful Christmas present.

Kasam - I'm so sorry it didn't happen for you this month. At least you can have a glass of bubbly at Christmas - although I know that's little consulation!

Bec D and Wishingbaby - welcome to the 2ww. It's so lovely to be able to share it with each other. I haven't told anyone this cycle - it just gets too hard to talk about it with people who don't understand what is going on, so this forum is fantastic.

Kelly D - Good Luck for your blood test on Tuesday. I hope you have a late bloomer and an early christmas present. I'm in a similar situation to you too - I've made an appointment to see my FS to get some more tests done. No one has done any actual tests yet. I make good eggs, my DH has good sperm, I just can't get them to stick! One of my closest friends had some tests last year to find that her uterus was filled with fibroids so there was no chance of things sticking - well, it got me thinking. I need to understand whats really going on with me. So I completely understand why you want to do that as well before putting in anymore frosties! Hopefully, you won't have to worry!

WTH - Keep positive. It's so hard not to over-analyse when our bodies are giving us such conflicting evidence.

Miss Magpie - I'm sorry to hear you didn't get your result. Time helps to heal the disappointment and I wish you all the best for your next cycle.

JBM - Good Luck for your FET

Hayley - Good Luck tomorrow - I have my fingers crossed for you. It sounds like you have had a frustrating 2 weeks so I hope tomorrow makes it all worth while.

Gargy - It only takes one to stick, so good luck with your little embrio.

Joy08 - Congrats on your forstie - try to stay relaxed and look after yourself. Be selfish!!

FG - Hang in there. I'm wishing you lots and lots of positive energy

WLBubba - Here's hoping you don't get to drink at your Christmas party this year! My xmas party is also on the 12/12. I think it's a popular date.

Rach - Good Luck in your 2ww.

I'm due to fly back to Brisbane on Tuesday and back to work on Wednesday. I have a highly stressed job and I'm going to be selfish and not work ridiculous hours on Wed/Thurs/Fri and just continue to relax after my little holiday. My BT is on the 8/12 - is anyone else testing then?

Tlo.