KellyD, I feel so sad for you... cried when I read your post.. it seems god has decided to put an extra hurdle on your path. So unfair! Take care of yourself.
all your lovely ladies....just want to say 'hi' and I truely hope there will be a lots of BFPs in the coming weeks....
Big to Kelly D, I am so sorry you have to go through this, a break can be good for you and can also form the strategy for the next step. All the best hun...
Rach, you are still beautiful even you turn into a TWW crazy woman, hehe....
I can't wait to join you all next week, bring on the craziness....with all your lovely ladies, this craziness can be fun too!
KellyD I am so sorry for your loss sending lots of
TLO Hope AF has stayed away for you
FG Goodluck with upcoming BT
Rach81 Hang in there it will be over before you know it
Mollygirl Hope you are handling TWW ok
Cuddlepie Hope to see you in here next week
AFM Well AF is due tomorrow so I have locked all my doors and windows and put a sign up that she is so not welcomed. If she takes any notice and stays away then I will POAS, I have been so temped to do that already but I don't want to do it too early and be dissapointed by the results, DP and I are going to Canberra to do christmas shopping tomorrow so that should keep my mind off it I hope, I have been cleaning my house from top to bottom today in an attempt to keep from thinking about it. Sending out lots of positive thoughts to all the ladies going crazy in here with me.
rach: glad i am not the only crazy one when it comes to the tww. and i am not in there at the moment but it sure does my head in. good luck to you
tania: hugfs to you, so sorry BFN. xxoo
wishingbaby: hope you not insane too ? like me (joking about us). it's a good idea to keep busy. stay away AF, we don't like you. good luck
tlo: vent away. good luck to you too
fg: count down to testing, it's so hard the TWW, try to be good to yourself. hoping for a BFP.
what a lovely xmas pressie.
kelly: so sorry for you. senfing you some special hugs and kisses. xxoo
mollygirl: hope you get some good news soon.
cuddlepie: i'll be joining you in here next week too. good luck tfer
afm: had 2nd scan today all is well, 17 follie. and prob ov over weekend and FET early next week. i am feeling really good, maybe have something to do with drugs i had at dentist when they took out wisdom tooth today (OUCH). or maybe not
anyway i had a great time with my sis and am all set now for another FET.
also i will get the bt on my birthday, thats a sign. my little baaby girl. i hope will be here to meet me in 9 months time.
Just a quick "hi" to all you TWW-ers...I'm sending sticky vibes to you all...hope to see some BFPs before year end...and to those of you who got the awful BFN news, I'm so sorry and hope to be joining you in mid-Jan for yet another TWW.
I did something I never do - and I stayed at home and semi-worked from home today. I just needed some more me time and I couldn't deal with my team's issues today. I'm being very selfish - but I just don't feel like being nice and patient with them all.
So Rach - I completely understand your crazy stage. I can't believe some of the things going through my head at the moment. I believe that the cramps are a good thing. I can feel it particularly in one spot.
Cuddlepie - Good luck with your cycle and you joining us next week.
Wishingbaby - So far, so good - no AF to report. I laughed when I read your post about cleaning your house cos I just spent 3 hours cleaning out my walk in pantry. Now who does that? I've put everything into large containers, sectioned them and even written an inventory for each section.
See Rach - told you I was crazy!!!
JBM - 17 Follies!!! Excellent! And what a good sign for it to happen on your birthday. I'm the youngest girl with 4 older brothers so I know what having a girl meant to my Mum. Growing up was so much fun around all those boys (although sometimes it drove me insane - but I loved it!) - Fingers crossed for you!
Rach - I know what you mean about going 'crazy' and there's just nothing you can do about it but ride it out
Cuddlepie - Hope all goes well and good luck for when you join the TWW
Wishing baby - I have my that AF does as she is told and stays far far away
JBM - Good luck with your FET next week!
AFM - well i have had the day from hell. Woke up with the most overwhelming dizziness and lightheadness that lasted all morning (lovely Crinone side effect) then i turned into a crazy psycho b**** from hell snapping at everyone at work, then came home and DH copped it and all because i have had a dull aching AF like pain for the last 2 days and am struggling to stay positive. AAAAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!! Sincerely hope i can get out of bed on the right side tomorrow
Well, guess its time for me to move on in here for the next 1.5 weeks.
I have just had my first IVF/PGD cycle ( have had many, many OI/IUI's previously). 14embies with 9 testing "normal" with PGD. Of those 9, 5 grew on after biopsy and 3 looking "great".
Had a day4 ET yesterday so hoping bubbas are getting settled for the long haul. Will find out tomorrow if we have any frosties.
BT due on 15/12
May take me few days to get up to speed for personals so forgive me for being slack tonight
Kasam and WTH- if you are still lurking, just wanted to send you some love. Hope you are both doing okay after a disappointing cycle. Drop in and let us know how you are,,, if you are up to it. oxox
Wishingbaby- hello and good luck... hope AF does NOT arrive either today or for the next 8 months. ox
KellyD- I'm so sorry for what you've gone through. What a traumatic time, take care of yourself. You are in my thoughts.
TLO - Relaxing is a good idea. Good luck for your BT. thank you for your wishes.
MissMagpie - Thank you for your thoughts, good luck with your natural attempt! at least its heaps more fun that jabbign yourself with needles! lol.
Rach 81 - hang in there lovely. It's so hard to not "symptom spot'' yet sssoooo confusing with the drugs etc. I did some deep breathing and put some quiet music on and this helped settle my mind. good luck. thank you for sending love my way with my bfn.
JBM - I'm so happy you are well and good luck next week. also thank you for the thoughts.
wouldloveabubba - thank you for your wishes/condolences. I have my fingers crossed for you. good luck.
MollyGirl - I didn't get my AF to get a bfn but i also didn't really feel AF coming on. I hope you are feeling much better today. Selfishness is allowed. ox
FG - hang in there lady. but i must admit it did the same thing in the book store, nealy bought 'what to expect...' but am SO glad i didn't. I am praying this is your time.
MeredithD - good luck with the frosties...
Megsmum = hope you are well and taking care of yourself. thank you for the love.
Possusm, Buliej, BecD, Wishing Baby = thank you all so much for sending me your thougths and wishes.
afm: sorry i've been off line all week. just coping with stuff IKYKWIM.
well AF arrived last night with a vengence. unfortunately i used crinone gel so it is quite a horrifying thing. Suppose to go to my work xmas dinner tonight but really, really , really would rather be at home bleeding quietly.
Other than that trauama, DH and I are fairing up well. We feel frustration and disappointment more than anything else. We only have the one frostie so are not hopeful, not counting on, that one to be our answer.
So I'm expecting to start another cycle in January, fingers crossed they'll up my dosage and we'll get a few more frosties this time.
Just want to wish all you ladies a great Christmas, whether or not your dreams come true, and let's have 2009 as a better year for us all? I'll be lurking and contributing where I can. Thank you all so much for your support, it's meant so much to me.
oxoxo
Hayley - I'm so sorry that this was not your time, especially at this time of year, it just makes it doubly hard. Maybe the remaining frostie will be the one...
JBM - wishing you all the best for your transfer and TWW...here's hopeing its the one. best of luck!
MeredithD - welcome once again to the wonderful TWW...that sounds like a great result for your embies, and hope that those on board are snuggling in well, also hope you get some frosties.
mollygirl - sounds like you had a crap day and just need a big hug! with crinone who knows what is AF and what is pg and what is just stupid drugs...stay positive, it's not over yet, not by a long shot!
TLO - what a great idea staying home, sounds like you needed some time out, and that is not being selfish at all! hang in there - not long to go now...
rach - hope that you are regaining a little sanity...lets hope that embies and body are meeting to become one for the next 9 months!
wouldloveababba - for thinking of all of us when you have having such a hard time...thanks
AFM - I had acupuncture last night which i love but was dredding as the needles always hurt a bit more in the lead up to AF - but last night was inconclusive as a couple hurt a bit more than usual, but then others did not...so who knows. I'm quietly optimistic, but dont want to get too excited as I dont know what the side effects could be from the asprin/heparin. But although I've got pains, they are not really AF, more digging/stabbing pains under my ribs - but then again they seem too high to be anything related to my embies snuggling in and making them selves at home. BB get tingaly and then it goes, no soreness so that is no help either, but on the up side not really getting my PMS 'anger at DH' feelings.... who knows what it all means - prob nothing!
AF is due Sun, so migh POAS then. For me the progesteron pessiaries keep AF away so that is no indicator. BT is tuesday, which I"m going to take off for the first time as I know I will fall to pieces if it is a BFN.
Farmgirl - I'm not sure if it was due to the same thing, but a work colleague of mine had had 4 m/c's when the testing finally worked out that she would need to take asprin post conception. The first time she conceived again after that treatment plan was put in place she carried the baby to full term. They are both happy and healthy and she has gone on to have 2 more. This was a couple of years ago now, but sometimes it can be the smallest thing that can fix all our woes.
I just wanted to pass on a story of hope and happiness and wishing you all the best for Sunday.
Im not feeling the love in regard to my uterus, it's cramping and I have that distinct feeling AF is on her way, due Monday !!! I have he worst PMS - so I rang my clinic and my FS is back early Jan, I am starting a Stim Cycle this time, as opposed to my antagonist in Oct/Nov - so if AF behaves and stays on day 28's - I should be back sniffing and injecting in the new year - oh am I going to have a champagne or 2 on NYE !!
Hey wouldloveabubba - I hope you are wrong and they are the good cramps. TWW sucks and it is so hard to interpret what your body is doing! Goodluck hun!
FG - YAY on the AP. I hope your feeling is right - even though I know it is scarey to actually contemplate a BFP. I think having the day off is a good idea for some you time regardless of the outcome! Which by the way I hope hope hope hope hope hope is positive!
grub11 - sounds like 2009 is going to be a great year for you hun. I am so over 2008!!! Ready for a fresh start - like so many other girls I think!
MeredithD - goodluck with the TWW!
TLO - good on you for staying home..... you have been through a lot ... give yourself a break! I am sure you'll be better at work when you return!
Go JBM!!!!
AFM - getting there..... ever so slowly! I have been having weird cramping/sensations in my uterus. Hard to tell if its AF - due next Wednesday?????? or something a little more miraculous! Here is hoping for the latter! Still have massive/sore BBs.
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all your lovely ladies....just want to say 'hi' and I truely hope there will be a lots of BFPs in the coming weeks....
to Kelly D, I am so sorry you have to go through this, a break can be good for you and can also form the strategy for the next step. All the best hun...
!!! Goodluck hun!
to everyone... Bring on those BFP's Girls!!!!
that AF does as she is told and stays far far away
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