Crazy Ladies,

I'm still here, slowly sinking into insanity. I've been trying to do lots of guided meditation, even playing the CD in my car, so that I can keep as calm and relaxed as possible. But yesterday I had so many cramps and back pain - 8dpo, 3dp5dt, I was going mad. I'm trying to think very positively but that means hoping that this has worked and thinking like that freaks me out - if I let myself get hopeful, I'll be a wreck if it doesn't work! I hate the TWW! Plus, I've realised that I have had such a bad run that I'm now expecting AF to arrive, which isn't helpful, and the idea of actually being pregnant is almost too much for my brain to comprehend.

Tantee, my FET was on Wednesday, a Day 5. So even though my BT is listed for 14 days from Wednesday, I changed the date to the Monday before (I would have changed it to the Sunday, but they don't BT on Sundays). So we're TWWing together? Are you as crazy as me?

Now...this thread is mighty quiet...who else is TWWing? I'm confused.

Loops, have a good holiday and break from BB. I'd come out to the Show but crowds and other people's children freak me out...