Hi Bokkie
I don't know how I am...it feels like a lifetime ago that I was trying to work out my ticker and it was only a few weeks ago...I just feel weird...physically great...but emotionally...weird...I'm guessing my levels are dropping so that's got to be having an effect...I feel like I'm in a bubble today and everything is happenening around me...I'm so stressed out about work I just don't know what to do...the thought of sitting at my desk dealing with everyone's dramas...I don't want to do it...but at the same time I don't want to put DH under pressure to earn all the $$$...and to add to it all my parents are moving 5 hours away as of this weekend..so then they'll be coming to stay whenever they come to town...which will be the very next weekend after they've moved...they came and saw me at the hospital yesterday and Dad says..."Oh well love this is the first one you've really lost"...WTF does that mean...because I had a D&C this is the only one that counts...they soooooo don't get it and now I'm going to have them staying here...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! And then the MIL phones last night to say they'd like to come and see me on Saturday and perhaps we could take them for a drive to Lancelin for the afternoon...which is like an hour north of our place...and it's a long weekend so imagine the traffic...I tell you..it doesn't rain it pours!!!! Gosh...that was a big vent...thanks for listening...and ....I love the ticker...I'm so glad you got one...I found it really hard...like...if I do this it's like admitting this might really be happening...and if I do that it means it's going to hurt like hell if it doesn't....so keep that ticker and believe this is your turn...your levels are amazing...I'm starting to think FET is the way to go...less trauma on the body and all...anyway...enough of the novel...will chat soon xxxx