FG- thanks for the support and sharing how you feel. That feeling of being 'cheated' is something I definately relate to, and I also have plenty of anger and resentment which rise in me from time to time, along with the general sadness and worry!
I am now trying to dig deep and find hope and positivity as we have begun another IVF cycle, and also because feeling so low is not healthy I am sure!
I hope all is progressing well for you still? I also hope you are able to enjoy the pregnancy a bit more as time moves forward for you