Thanks so much for responding Mildez, it's so hard when it's something that you want so much but can't seem to do anything to help the cause.
I haven't actually had a laparoscopy, my doctor seemed to think that the hycosy was enough as I didn't have any problems the first time and thought anything would come up with bloods or the hycosy...Perhaps I will ask about that and the killer cells.
It's just so hard each month having to dust yourself off and try to get positive only for nothing to happen month after month meanwhile everyone around me seems to fall pregnant just by looking at their partners - I am sure this isn't the case and me just feeling sorry for myself
I find myself not wanting to spend time with anyone when I am down about it and haven't even told my family or friends that we've been doing IVF cause I don't want to have to deal with questions and I know that they will tell me just to 'relax' and it 'will happen'....Which clearly doesn't work!