I hope your dream comes true!
To be honest it was tough to keep going and the fs wanted us to move to ivf on our 5th cycle but Dh just wasn't ready. I think we kept going back because it was kind of addictive and hard to stop! A failed cycle always felt a little easier for me if I could go again straight away. I guess it would be different for everyone but that's how I kept going. That and the amazing girls in the ltttc and Ac thread. They were my sanity card and I am forever great full to them. I hope you get a bfp very very soon.