I too am proud of you Keta - hopefully it helped put a small smile on your face. xx to your sister for being there for you

ah zig.... I too wish I could be rewarded with a baby... if I think too hard about it, I feel that the universe is punishing me... but enough of that in here.... today I feel much better...

1. Managed to get a WHOLE report written (now just got 7 to go... that's at least 7 days of work!)
2. Actually DID use my ear phones at work and was proud of myself to staying focused for the most part.
3. .......ummm...... I got salad to go with my fish from the Fish and Chip shop (rather than the usual chips to go with it) :-)

noticing that number 3 is often difficult to find, but hey, the more I practice the easier it will get.

so snikkers... how did the smiles go?? Lol - you know.... that's probably a good exercise, i remember in my younger days talking with a friend (can't for the life of me remember who!) who said she sometimes would do that all day, and watch the faces of people who don't know how to react! sad that people don't know how to react to a smile....

I'm going to go with that theory for tomorrow, and see what happens

thanks everyone for sticking with me on this... it helps remind me to be thankful for what I DO have....