Miss B I'm 42 and am currently 17 weeks pregnant. I too used IVF and thought like you am I kidding myself and just wasting money. As you know it only takes one good egg yes there are more risks as you get older and lots of your eggs aren't as good. My last stim cycle produced 19 eggs and of those only 2 embryos made it to day 5 one of which I'm carrying now. Take your time and think about what you want to do don't sell yourself or your body short.