MissB, although I have not had a miscarriage that I know of, I can relate to what you are saying.
I am really sorry you are going through this

FWIW, I don't think your FS can say the next pg will be good or bad because, honestly, how does he know??? He doesn't.

I think all you can do is take a leap of faith. After all, that's what every woman who decides to conceive does, as bringing a baby into the world has so many risks attached - no matter what your age. It's a gamble. One that we can only pray pays off. But one thing's for sure, if you don't try, you'll never hit the jackpot.

I really hope that one day you win big time