Firstly, huge hugs Miss B, youve already been through so much. I totally understand what it feels like to lose hope in ever bringing home another baby and the feeling of hopelessness that it brings. Your fears are perfectly valid. N2L is right, its all a gamble, and one that will never pay off if we dont try. Trying again after m/c is hard though and the choice to do so (or not) is yours to make.

I just wanted to wish you all the luck in the world for when (and if) you cycle next, and I pray for a miracle for you xx.