Erinmaree -WELCOME - i hope that everything is going well for you on the clomid. this thread has become very quiet of late as so many of us have received the green light to move up to assited conception - but some of us still drop by to say hello and to offer support to those of you still on clomid - i really hope it's success ful for you!

HI Mako - i so hope you're right and that you o'd this week - am really hoping for a BFP for you! i'm still unsure whether i managed to O after the cancelled IUI cycle, so i guess in my own way i'm in a TWW - had a very small amount of bleeding last night and thought AF might have shown up - but nothing since, so who knows what's going on - my body is determined to defy logic and do everything wrong, so it would be my luck that, when i've decided to take a break from TTC for the dental surgery, that my body would do what it should have been doing for the past 6 months!!!

thanks so much for asking after me Mako - i'm struggling along at the moment. have had a few major drama's as you're aware, and came to the (very painful) conclusion yesterday that i'm not coping from an emotional standpoint. decided that, before i lost it completely, i was going to seek some help - so spoke to GP yesterday, and going to see a counsellor on Monday. i've been thinking for a while that i didn't feel "right" but couldn't pin-point why, so it's something of a relief to be taking a proactive approach to it - i figure if i can get on top of things without medication (GP suggested it yesterday, but i'd really like to keep medication to a minimum), i'll be able to face the TTC journey a lot more easily. DH has been amazingly supportive through it all (rang him in tears yesterday - again!), and surprisinginly, considering all the issues i've been having with work lately, my manager was brilliant - even going so far as to get me in touch with a work funded counselling team - can go to appointment on Monday on work time - so that takes a huge amount of pressure off. i guess i'm just looking forward to being able to get some of the stuff that's bugging me off my chest and being able to deal with it all - and from there, things should hopefully start looking up!

oh yeah, just to add to everything else - well my laptop died last night - a very horrific situation considering i had all my photos from my hols and stuff on there - had a massive panic attack - it would start, but keys and mouse wouldn't work - spent ages trying to fix it myself, rang HP for help, found out that the ONLY way to fix it was to reformat the whole thing - eeek! was able to get it started in safe mode and transfer some of my life to a USB drive - but not all of it! took another four hours to get it all fixed - but is back to life now! yay!!! i can so sympathise with you about the loss of your computer Mako - it's like losing a part of you!