Hi everyone.
Haven't posted for a few days-DH and I have been doing a lot of talking and planning! I'm CD 26 today-expected AF last week with such a low progesterone level at 7DPO (or suspected ovulation, given my eggs didn;t pop!), but think my cycle is haywire now post clomid!Hoping it's not to do with my scarring returning. Anyway, sorry for the waffle which follows-think I need to write this down, then it definately feels more solid!
We see FS in 13d, and will hopefully have a definate action plan then.
Feel better than last week after lots of talking and thinking with DH. We are already in the process of being approved to adopt internationally-if all goes to plan we would have a 'baby' (between 8 and 15months old) in about 2 years! We have thought lots about our next step-whether to continue TTC or whether to simply enjoy ouselves until China calls at that time!!
So, depending on what FS says, 'our plan' would be to see how my eggs are looking, and maybe try a cycle IVF with my eggs. If it's pretty obvious there's little hope, we will go to donor egg. We'd like to 'crack on' (no pun!) sooner, really to have some time out if ivf isn't successful to 'have a life again' without TTC before we adopt.
There, said it!
Whilst typing this, have just had a call out of the blue from a colleague offering us her eggs, and if needed her body for surragacy!!!! Completely shocked and blubbing away! Some people are just so nice and caring. Bit shocked to write anything more! Sorry for no peronals, as I'd intended. Gulp.:biggrin:
Will report back later
Milly
Wow, Milly! That's very, very selfless of her... I'm really not sure what I'd make of that sort of offer if it were made to me though, I can see you have a lot to think about there!
Good luck with the FS appointment - it sounds like you have the makings of a very good plan there.
Hi Milly
Wow thats really nice of your work collegue to make that offer. I don't know what I'd do in that situation but I wish you the best of luck with the decision you and your dh make.
Good luck with your next appointment with your fs too.
BW How are you going hun? Has the yukky nausea feeling gone away yet?
Ktgirl How's things with you gorgeous? I hope you are doing well.
A big hi to Pollyanna, Belinda,Sunny Summer, Willow and anyone else I've missed. I hope you are all doing good. Is anyone up for testing soon????? We need some bfp's in here!!!!!!
As for me, I rang Hunter Ivf yesterday and spoke to one of the nurses there and asked what is involved with IUI and asked if I should have a break before starting and how much it was going to cost etc and she told me that we don't need to have a break if we don't want to and she told me that we will be $552 out of pocket until we reach our medicare safety net.
I'm thinking of waiting to see how this cycle ends up and if af arrives I'll go and register for this next month and go from there. I'm feeling a little nervous about the whole thing though. I'm feeling really worried at the moment regarding the whole ttc thing no matter how we conceive. I'm really worried that if I end up with a bfp sometime in the future, how will I cope if I end up having another m/c? I know this is a silly way to think but I don't know if I could handle going through another one.Sorry I'm just rambling on. I should be thinking happy thoughts not bad ones.
Mako, those thoughts are perfectly understandable! I have them as well, having never lost a baby myself - just knowing that I'm at an increased risk for it scares me to death. Have you had any testing to see why you lost your two precious angels? Perhaps it may be worth while asking for some tests to be done before starting the IUI, so you at least know why, and try something to help the next bub stick.
I am feeling a lot better now - perhaps it was just my tummy adjusting to being on the pill again.
I'm also actually starting to feel somewhat excited about my calorie counting website thingy - it drove me nuts for a few days, but I'm figuring my way around it now!
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