Mako, those thoughts are perfectly understandable! I have them as well, having never lost a baby myself - just knowing that I'm at an increased risk for it scares me to death. Have you had any testing to see why you lost your two precious angels? Perhaps it may be worth while asking for some tests to be done before starting the IUI, so you at least know why, and try something to help the next bub stick.

I am feeling a lot better now - perhaps it was just my tummy adjusting to being on the pill again.

I'm also actually starting to feel somewhat excited about my calorie counting website thingy - it drove me nuts for a few days, but I'm figuring my way around it now!

BW