BW, thanks for the sentiment but with both of my previous pregnancies I got a bfp at 9dpo so it's not early for me. If I were prg it'd be showing up by now. But really, I am OK with this one.

Honey, I'm sure things are never going to turn out to be as bad for you as what you are imagining! I'm really looking forward to you seeing your new FS next week because I am sure he will tell you you are gonna be just fine and with a bit of help, you'll be a mummy one day very soon.

Have a glass of wine or soak in the bath or do something that helps to relax you. I know it sounds cliche but sometimes you just need to stop and breathe or this stuff can overwhelm you.