Emmydee, BW is right. Never be sorry about saying those things to us because we truly do understand and we know that it doesn't make you a horrible person. You should read the vent thread I've just posted about my best friend :eek: !!
Not much happening with me. AF is playing hide and seek again...sigh. Today is cd28 and apart from some pinkish coloured cm over the last 2 days nothing substantial has happened. But no, there's no chance she's not coming. Have tested twice and BFN. So she's just being annoying.
It's not such a bad thing actually because if I am a bit later this time, it will push my next cycle back a bit too and that will make it easier for me to book on for an ivf cycle in January. The clinic closes over late Dec/early Jan so it could be a bit tricky depending on how my cycle works out and I'd prefer not to have to wait till February.
So, even though it's annoying, maybe this is the universe's way of making sure things work out for January!
Anyhoo, that was a rambling if ever I've seen one.
Last night I had a lovely chat with an aunt who went through all of this sort of stuff 20 years ago. It's so nice to know that there's someone in the family who understands everything I'm going through! Of course, I'm now absolutely trashed as I ate so much food and we had to come back (the family dinner was in Newcastle, 2 hours away) last night and I've slept so late... I hate all the social events at this end of the year! I'm much, much happier to just stay at home - I really don't like going out all the time!
for you, Willow. I replied to you over in your vent thread as well.
for you, Willow. I replied to you over in your vent thread as well.
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