Wooo! Temperature this morning still climbing... and when I adjust one of my dodgy temperatures from earlier in the week I actually get cover lines on day 14! Not entirely sure whether I believe them or not (so much for me crying to my doctor about the clomid not working yesterday!), but I guess it's just a matter of continuing to watch my temps and see what next week's blood test shows. The good thing about day 14 rather than day 15 is that FF gives me two BDs in the fertile period, and two is better than one! Still, realistically I don't expect to have anything eventuate from this cycle other than AF arriving in around two weeks... and that would be a vast improvement on the past! As for the anxiety... yesterday my doctor increased the dosage of my antidepressents again (I had doubled the original dose, he tripled it), so now I take violently red coloured tablets at night. He's wanting me to ween myself back down as soon as I'm through the crisis stage, and he's popped me on antibiotics for the sinus infection, and they seem to be working already (in that I woke up feeling not quite as deathly ill as yesterday). Sinus infections are the pits! You always feel like you're dying even though you know you aren't all that ill. In a strange and peculiar way, I'm actually looking forward to going back to work on Monday.

big hugs to everyone! Thanks for reading through all my babble. I can see a change in me today - feeling much happier and positive about things, and I'm loving it!

BW