oh csab i so feel for you i really do.

i woke up today and i feel very different i dreamt shes ok - i know she is.....

i will let you all know what they say ....

my only hope is that there is no mental retardation as I dont think we as a family could cope with a very menatlly retarded child... i feel its not fair on the baby and not fair on our family plus we dont have the financial resources for me to stop working etc... so i hope to god she is ok and we can just get on with the pregnancy and welcome her into our family in 20 weeks time...

Hugs right back at ya csab...

M