Brogeybear hope the bug has gone and your feeling better

I'm back in hospital. Maybe because of a bug food poisoning

In really down in the dumps yesterday I kept crying wishing I wasn't sick or pregnant again. Which today I feel a bit silly about as I wanted this baby more than anything and went through so much to make it happen

I'm also getting scared about the birth after my experience with my daughter

I'm at a different hospital but scared if I go go through it

I know I have no choice etc and thing will be different this time I'm just on a downer