Aww thanks guys. The silly thing is that what I want has nothing to d with the situation i'm in at the moment.

And Lulu I didn't just ask yesterday I was thinking about asking a couple of months ago and that's the same thing isn't it

You're all right, maybe I just have to be more patient but it's so bloody hard. I will though, patience is my middle name - right after impatience!

And i'll keep recycling!

Fingers crossed