Earthmama, I am really, really sorry you are going through this It must be utterly devastating.

I dont know of any psychics sorry, but I wanted to offer an alternative (or, if you prefer, an extra) which I think would be hugely beneficial to you.

I think you should look into counselling just for you. You are going through a period of immense stress at a time when you should be getting support. I think it would be great if you could get some professional support. It doesnt need to cost much. You can go to your gp and explain the situation and ask for a mental health plan. This will reduce the cost significantly.

In the meantime, try to look after yourself as much as you can. Do you have any family or friends IRL who can help.

This is such a crappy thing to happen. I really feel for you

take care x