So sorry to hear what you're going through. It must be so incredibly stressful for you right now.

I'm not sure which part of Melb you're located in, but I would highly recommend going to Flying Souls. They are near Nepean Hwy, near Gardenvale Station/North Brighton. My sister sees Libby for readings and we've both seen Emma for healings. They are both nurturing, lovely people. I haven't seen the other therapists - they also offer massage etc. Have a look on their website. Definately, definately recommend Libby for a reading and Emma for a healing. I used to live in Melb but now live over an hour away in the country and still drive to see them. I've seen a few different people over the years and this place is the best.
As Nothing2lose said, maybe also see if you can book in with a regular counsellor for support as well.
I hope you get some insight as to what's going on
Lots of love and strength to you