Bekz, I hope this doesn't upset you but my first thought was that this is actually one of your children...could it be one of your angel babies? The reason I say this is because I had an experience some time after my m/c where I realised the child I lost was a son, he came to me in spirit and I realised the reason it was so hard for me to mourn him was because this child was already in my heart, we had shared a previous lifetime as mother and child. Either that or get prepared for a little unplanned surprise sometime soon...

The other thing that really stuck in my head was that this is car dream. Car dreams for me are always about the direction you are going in, so the fact that a) you needed petrol (ie fuel to keep you going) is significant, and the fact that b) you got stuck in reverse, going backwards and ended up back where you began is very signficant. What is this telling you about the direction your life is going in at this time? Is there something you need to revisit, do you need to fuel yourself somehow? Do you feel you are headed backwards in some really important aspect of your life? It's important to note that in the dream, even though you are in a state of panic, you arrive safely at your destination. xxx