Cassius: just want to put your mind at ease: if you saw death around me at the last meetup maybe it was because my FIL passed away last week. He was a good man and i was fortunate to be able to say goodbye to him in his last hours so his death has touched me quite closely. He was in his 80's and ready to pass. for the passing of your Oma.
I am sorry to hear that you lost your FIL it must be so so precious to share those last moments with someone as they pass onto the next journey

AFM: well as some of you know my Oma has just recently passed. i am in her house atm (with my Opa) and the energy has been building. i *know* that my Oma is a stickler for traditions and i guess that some of this is attributed to her needing to go through the process of goodbye (i guess the funeral). but boy it has given me some fright last night. 'someone' was walking in front of the window outside of the house around 2am and it didnt feel good. i hope that it will pass. i know that ALOT of the energy has passed today and there is alot more calm itms. but still, i cant help but feel agitated.