Tegan - Im sorry you feel so alone, it isnt nice, and im sorry what is happening to you.. Where is DH today? can you call him to talk..
You do need time to get over this, and there is no rush, but you do need to let it out..Can you take Lily and go for a walk or look at the ocean? it might calm you down.. You will start to cry and let it out in your own time.. If we could only fast forward time sometimes!, Remember you have a lot of support here.. I am only in Brisbane if you ever want to meet for a coffee or something if you are up this way?bye for now
Lavender...