Tegan -

What has happened is not your fault and you could do nothing to prevent this from happening.
That little one inside of you knew that you loved him or her from the moment you saw that second line. They knew you would love them no matter what.

You have so much support already....HERE!! We all care and love you Tegan and you are a special person who loved someone from the moment Go.

You will get that chance again to love that little one again in the soon to be future and you know that your little angel up there is watching and making sure everything goes alright.

If you don't feel like crying, that is okay. One day you may just get teary and it will happen naturally. Plant a rose, light a candle or take a poem on here and read it aloud outside into the stars at night and smile knowing you little angel is watching you.

I promise the Numbness will go away with time and grief and you will wake up one morning soon and all will be Okay. Look at Lilly every time you feel sad, and just know she will MAKE a great older sister one day soon.

Take Care
Tamara