I was just wondering if this has happened to anyone else and how they felt about it.
I have just given birth to Vyolett in september and after only 1 woopsie was pg again. I did a home test etc and it came up negative. I start what I thought was my AF on the monday but it was weak and I thought nothing of the cramping I was having until the friday when it was that bad I was doubling over and I was bleeding that bad I was a filling a pad in 10mins. My baby didn't pass until sunday morning which was later confirmed and I was told I had a 'complete' abortion (WHAT THE) no need for a QV or anything, I could go home.
NOw my question is...is it normal not to feel sad about this? I actually feel relieved about the whole situation and terrible that I feel this way at the same time. Jed and I have made a joint decision not to tell his family or many people. Only those who helped us know eg my parents and 2 close friends. Before hand Jed and I said that 3 is enough and now those words dont even come out of our mouths anymore.
Am I heartless? Please help me to understand what the hell is going on in my head.
xxmaz