to you sweet lady. I also know I feel guilty if I don't think of my angels in any one day. I have just made it through my 4th angel's EDD last Friday and I found the lead up to that day was much much worse than the day itself. I have my 5th angel's EDD coming up in October and I really hope I cope with that one much better than the one last week.

I just want you to know that whatever it is you do. its totally ok and is all part of the grieving process. Time will come where things will be a little easier and won't hurt anywhere near as much...Sure you're heart will be heavy and will ache on occasions but not as frequent as it is now itms. Also some people will not remember "Twinkles" EDD nor will they remember the date that Twinkle grew his/her angel wings and that does hurt but it isn't anything against you.
My DH said to me on Sunday night "what's been your problem this past few days?" and I told him that "we should of had another baby by now" and his reply was "Oh I didn't keep track of that when everything happened" and that was the babies own daddy I know everyone deals with a loss in their own way and that is ok too.

I'm sorry if none of this helps but I just wanted to let you know that whatever you are wanting to do is ok