oh Alice maybe we can be each others support person! I know the feeling 'what will march bring'... In january I had to have a huge whole cut out of my chest wall for a skin cancer, had to go thru all that pain & recovery. Then just as I am feeling better and almost a month to the date I am in hospital again with an ectopic pregnancy! So unfair and far too much for someone to have to deal with. I think ill go bankers if something else happens.
So yes I understand how emotional you must be feeling and how scared and tired you must feel at the thought of going thru all that again. But we must find the strength somewhere, the reward at the end really is worth the pain and suffering. Ill be there for you if you would like, pm me if you want my mobile number! I went to school in the blue mountains and my inlaws still live in springwood.
Please also keep writing in here, BB helps so much.
Take care - Milly