Maltesers just not cutting it as a coping strategy anymore?
Thanks Audax, sadly malteasers aren't working as well as I had hoped, although my dh did buy me another bucket!

Thanks for the hug Ness. I appreciate your support here and on fb I bought a little book of healing quotes and I'm going to put jellybeans u/s pic in there along with my pg announcement from bb.

Melster, I'm sorry for your loss I know what you mean about ttc again. I got pretty obsessed ttc my ds (hence my user name) and am worried I'll be even worse now I've lost jellybean. I'm trying not to place to many expectations on conceiving quickly, but it's hard not to get my hopes up.

Thanks again everyone xo