Lissy I too am coming up to my 4th angels' due date this month and am finding things very difficult. A lot of people IRL don't understand the way we feel and that is why they try and dismiss the way we feel

I am planning on going to spend some of my due date at the beach and will light my candle at home. This is what I do for all my angel's anniversaries and due dates. I actually find it quite healing just listening to the waves and letting the sand fall between my fingers. I sometimes let a balloon go aswell if I feel up to it.

I hope you find something that is a comfort to you and you find some peace as you reflect on "what should have been". Sending you lots of understanding and support.