didn't want to have to write in here...

[Zee]

Im so sorry

[Heaven]

Thankyou everyone
Thankyou hoobley, your post helped a lot. I hate not knowing when it will happen. The spotting started last friday afternoon but doesn't seem to have got heavier and isn't red or anything yet.
Does anyone know if taking my temperature will give me an indication of when it will happen? Or does that not happen like when you get AF? It might not be the same. At the moment my temp is still up so I don't know if that means it's not happening soon or what.
Oh well, I will just wait again I guess. There has been so much waiting with everything, I'm sick of it, waiting to ovulate, the TWW, waiting to tell ppl to see if it's going to be ok, waiting when the spotting started to see what would happen, waiting for an u/s, waiting for BT results. Ahhh....I'm just sick of it.
I am just trying to be positive and think that for some reason this just wasn't the time but my time isn't far away and I will be able to cuddle my little angel one day.

[Lulu]

Yeah it is all about waiting. You're not at work or anything crazy like that are you?
If you have to wait, you can do it on your terms - on the couch in front of the telly with your fav blanket, a movie and a big glass of wine.

I think I went straight through the bottle shop on the way home from my u/s (at 4 in the afternoon), one or two might help you with the "shocked and ripped off" feeling.

Had you let everyone know yet?

[Heaven]

Thanks Lulu. Nope not working or anything. I just finished my uni and haven't started looking for a job yet, phew, will put that on hold now. I'm grateful there's no pressure to work or anything yet and I can do it when I'm ready.
We had only told immediate family so DH just rang mum and she told ppl for us, I didn't want to talk to anyone.

[sportychick]

Sara Jane, I;m so sorry for your loss. It sucks in major way. Wish I could say something that helps, but I'll be praying for you.

[River]

OH Sara honey, I am so sorry to hear this news . I have sadness in my heart for you and I will be thinking of you.

Take care of yourself and rest up.

I am so so sorry for your loss darl.

[Cricket]

So sorry to hear about your little one, SaraJane. I can't take away your pain, but I am thinking of you, and pray that you will receive comfort and strength. You know where your baby is - resting in the arms of your Father, who loves you both more than you can ever know.

Take time to grieve with your DH.