Tanya - the dreams are so hard So real and so painful. And at times so very beautiful. You are processing everything as you sleep. It is all fresh and raw. For me the dreams still happen when there is an important anniversary or when I need it.

Now, heading on to 4 years later I have been able to see the dreams as my link to my baby girl. It is her way of showing me she is still there. Forever. Just like the clouds on her angel days and on the births of each of my subsequent babies. I guess that is my way of coping