Jellybrush I too feel that when I have my baby that the time I have spent trying and all the heartache that has followed will be nothing but a fuzzy distant memory. Seems so hard now but I do believe that it will happen for both of us just the time thing I don't know.
I got my AF today. It was a major woohoo as its one step closer to my dye studies to know if the remaining tube is open and trying to concieve again. So two more to go and hopefully I am back in action lol