Hi infinity,
I'm sorry for you loss hun. I can understand your feelings of anxiety and sadness and anger that your baby should be arriving soon. My advice is, acknowledge your baby on their due date, and let them know how much you love them. Let them know how much you were looking forward to their arrival. Take those beautiful booties out and hold them close to your heart. Have a good cry, let it all out hun. You will feel much better, I promise. On my little boy's EDD, I had a BBQ at home with only close family and closest friends, and we each wrote messges of love to him and let them go into the sky. It was the most beautiful and serene moment. I felt like the was going to get them all and read them. I felt so peaceful, and full of love for my baby.
I will be thinking of you on your angel's EDD, I hope the day is filled with love and peace for you.
Beata xxx