Hi infinity,
I'm sorry for you loss hun. I can understand your feelings of anxiety and sadness and anger that your baby should be arriving soon. My advice is, acknowledge your baby on their due date, and let them know how much you love them. Let them know how much you were looking forward to their arrival. Take those beautiful booties out and hold them close to your heart. Have a good cry, let it all out hun. You will feel much better, I promise. On my little boy's EDD, I had a BBQ at home with only close family and closest friends, and we each wrote messges of love to him and let them go into the sky. It was the most beautiful and serene moment. I felt like the was going to get them all and read them. I felt so peaceful, and full of love for my baby.
I will be thinking of you on your angel's EDD, I hope the day is filled with love and peace for you.
Beata xxx
Thank-you Starbright, diannescruffy and beata70 - you beautiful wonderful caring ladies!! I really appreciate you taking the time to respond. I'm going to see how I go but I think I'll take the advice each one of you gave to take the time to get the booties and bonnet out, talk to my angel baby and feel whatever comes. I think I've been building up to this anyway. Hopefully I'll find some peace and some hope there too.
Thank-you so much again - you don't know how much your words meant to me.
Oh hun, big hugs Do what you feel is right for you, and listen to your heart. I felt much the same as you when Joshua's EDD was approaching, it was meant to be the most exciting day of my life. Even though he was only here on earth for 20 weeks, I wanted to acknowledge and celebrate his very short life because I felt blessed that he was here at all.
Take care hun, and know that your little angel is always with you wherever you go, always dancing in your heart.
Beata xxx
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Do what you feel is right for you, and listen to your heart. I felt much the same as you when Joshua's EDD was approaching, it was meant to be the most exciting day of my life. Even though he was only here on earth for 20 weeks, I wanted to acknowledge and celebrate his very short life because I felt blessed that he was here at all. 
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