So sorry for your loss, it is always hard around anniversaries and due dates. You may find on your EDD that you decide to do something special or you may not. I also have a memory box for Emmanuel and found it extremely difficult to look at his special things. In two years I only looked at it twice, I was scared, I didn't want to cry anymore but I overcame that and now I can look at his precious memories and feel joy, joy that he brought to us during my pregnancy, the strength he gave us as a family to grieve and heal. I really encourage you to one day sit down, I found it easier on my own, and look at your babies precious memories, let all your emotions out. I wish you all the best. We are hear for you.

Regards,
Dianne