Today I feel just a little lost. Its been 3 weeks since I started bleeding and subsequently miscarried. I am sick of the bleeding. I just want it finished. The dr said it isnt from the baby anymore, possibly a polyp. So i have to get that sorted too...on a waiting list. I just feel like I am waiting and waiting...for things to finish and things to start. So I just feel a bit lost when I come on here...I come to this thread and dont feel like I should be here, I go on the ttc thread....not there either and then I go looking in my due date buddies and not there either. I do have my baby buddies, but I dont want to really talk too much about it all...it makes me feel lost and pondering things, so dont want to make them feel that too. Its funny because I really didnt think I was too effected by the m/c, but in some other ways I am.....just lost.
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