Anila,

I could have written this exact post myself.

I also feel like i dont belong anywhere since my loss and as far as TTC well - who knows?
I am stuck in the middle - do i want to try again or do i just be happy with what i have and call it a day - this loss has made me reasess alot and now i dont know. As for DH - he would like to wait - especially till i sort out how i feel. He wants me to be able to make the right decision. I also know that DH will be happy to try again when and if i say i am ready.
I am still struggling emotionally - still havent told DS#1 ( he was the only one we told ) cause every time we talk about it i am a wreck and i want to be able to tell DS#1 without losing it -IYKWIM. I know i need to do it - but i just cant.

Anyway - we can be lost together !

I know how you feel -
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