Not sure what i really want/need to say here

My edd is today. I lost my baby at 10 weeks on new years day. I can't believe this time is here already. They would have been born today too, as both my children were born on their due dates.

I had an awful nights sleep last night, felt like i was back at that day again. No one remembered that today was our due date. Do they? why do i feel angry that no one remembered?

and i had to work in our business today, a cafe, and i felt awful but had to be happy.

I'm so sad for any one who has lost, you are in my thoughts along with the beautiful babes that we miss so dearly.

no need to reply, just had to say it out loud

x madame x