Oh Lovebourbon, I'm so sorry.
I can't believe that this has happened.
It really seemed like everything was going well for your baby.
I know there is nothing anyone can really say to you right now to take the pain away, but we are all here for you any time you need to let it all out. :hugs:
I'm so glad that you got to give birth and see your son. That's so special and it sounds like you have some really precious memories. I didn't actually realise that you had that option at 14.5 weeks. What did you name him?
I hope that you recover physicaly from this very soon, and that you have all the support you need to get throught the emotional pain, however long it takes.
Thankyou for sharing your story with us, and remember, any time you need to talk................................