Hugs to you

It is such a raw, heartbreaking time when you are waiting for a D&C you dont want to have, and it is very disheartning to read your registrars comments, and that there was not a woman in the room to hold your hand as you went under.

You may be having some post traumatic shock, you have been through so much over the last few weeks, I really hope you have someone who can help you with your grieving process, and perhaps you could contact a counsellor to deal with your pain, as you deserve so much care and understanding right now.